Hello everyone!
Hey, it is 2014 already! Happy New Year to all of you! :)
This time i will write some post it's because i'm too lazy to do my internship report (hahaha!).
Let's go back to 2013, i say it's throwback time lol.
hmm.
2013?
i have learnt so muchhhh that i admit i'm so amaze with some lessons.
Friendships , relationships, family, internship got much experiences and lessons of course!
Well, let's talk about relationships first lol.
Relationships.
Okay in 2013, that is my first year being single. through 2013 alone but not lonely (yeah!!)
Been single from July 2012 made me feel like i'm free, i'm happy, i choose my own path, and i didn't have to feel the heartbreaks feeling (but i was wrong, so wrong lol!).
From July 2012 until this time i didn't have any relationships yet.
But that's okay, maybe i have to wait until that time comes.
People come and go, some left without goodbyes, some left with some reasons.
I thought that people who stays besides you will never leave you, but then again, i was wrong lol.
Lots of lessons that i had in this kind of relationships.
I've found out why they left, first, i can't handle the truth that's because maybe i'm not "that" any kind of girls.
I'm different , yes i'm different but i love me!
Falling in love with wrong guys, heartbreak feelings, ex came back to life, two of us falling in love but we can't be together, and became strangers again (with some memories maybe loll)
I'm different because i realize that i was falling in love too easy, using my feelings and using my heart than my brain. I'm fragile.
But besides that i'm happy, i thank God, you've showed me who they really are before i took the relationships. I'm happy too because they made me feel like i'm the only girl in the world lollll. made me feel comfortable, made me open my mind, taught me which path i should take, listening to every single story that i told them, going out for dinner or lunch, chillin, going out for a movie date, having fun time with my bestfriends, and everything. even if that was a short time, but i thank to you guys if you read my blog someday loll :)
When you had ur heartbreaks, don't worry, someone else will come in to ur life and take away that heartbreaks, replacing ur heart with the new one so that you can feel the love again.
I have to admit that these times, i've seen that you should be carefull when you're in love with someone, because when you're in love with someone, you will expect something from that guy.
And again, expectations will lead you to another disappoinments
I learnt that no matter how you love someone, being a good ones and sometime feels like hey i'm good enough for you, but seems like it wasn't enough at all.
okay i guess this is enough for relationships part.
Movng to Friendship part!
hey i met lots of people (yeayyy!)
and i love to make friends with anyone, expanding ur connections, because you don't know maybe someday they will help you in bad times.
i learnt that friendship is a part of my life.
have you wonder that what would you be without them?
that's why you have to admit that they're made you to be who you are.
as time goes by, you will find out who's your friends, your REAL friends i mean.
who will stay by ur side in ur bad and good times, who will accept you just the way you are.
making friendship with everyone also makes you to learn about people's personality.
Friendships will become lifemates, lifemates means ur friendship is more than just friendships, because you feel like they're the real and the true friends, they showed you what is the real definition of lifemates.
Every laugh, every tears, every emotions that you feel makes you believe that they're priceless and cannot be replace.
Friendships is about take and give. agree? yes! loll
I don't have to mention them in this blogs, but i just wanna say thankyouuuu to you my lifemates, i love you! thankyou for being my bestfriends, thankyou for all the lessons, thankyou for all the fun times we had, thankyou for listening to every single story, thankyou for being "my shoulder to cry on", thankyou for all the jokes that we laugh again and again loll, thankyou for making me who i am and last but not least, thankyou for staying by my side in any situation that i had. i loveeeeeeeeeeeeee you!! :*
Moving to Family part!
i don't have too much sayings in this part, it's because i'm happy to be a part of this family, being the forst daughter in this family, the old one but always feels i'm young enough! lolllll
i'm so gratefull that i was born in this family, we had time together everyday living in a small comfortable house.
Having mom, dad, brother, sister like them it's God's choice for me. they're my greatest gift and they're priceless too.
Moving to internship part!
Well, it's because my university rules.
I have to take an internship in the middle of sixth semester to seventh semester, which is on August 2013 to early September 2013.
i took an internship in PT. Aneka Warna, it's near my house! actually i went to office at 8.25 am while the office hour is 8.30! lolllllll
oh ya fyi, this is my second internships :p
First internships that i took is when i'm in vocational high school and it was in PT. Astra International Daihatsu :)
okay back to PT. Aneka Warna, i met lots of workmates, and i was in marketing division.
it was fun and tired but much experiences that i had in PT. Aneka Warna though.
Okay this is the end of my new blogs.
Well, seems like i had so many things that i learnt in 2013 right?
for every tears that i cry, for every heartbreaks, for every disappoinments, i believe that someday it will be paid off.
in life, in every ending it's just another beginning for moving forward, because life teach us how to survive in this real life :)
And,
Thankyou for reading my blogs.
God Bless You and have a nice day :)
